Thursday, March 13, 2008
i know no one cares
Dear heart,
all i have are these happy stories of james. i can't talk about it really because it seems so boring and only for my enjoyment. we watched vantage point last night. we were all comfy in the seats, we kiss before entering the theater together, he gave me a piggy back ride down the stairs, and he thought i looked nice today but forgot to tell me. i guess he had a lot of fun at the beach because he even said he doesn't really like to go to the beach if he's not surfing but according to him "that was so much fun." how cute!
so we lay there talking FOREVER in the dark. we kiss this amazing kiss and it didn't matter i was on my period. i tried to leave but he lured me back to bed by making a little spot for me to lay. when i'm in his arms, it's so easy to knock out. he always has a tough time falling asleep so he drinks or smokes before bed but when he doesn't need to when i'm there. i'm just so comfortable when he's next to me.
we make plans for the weekend. i tell him to keep me company cuz antoinette is mad at me right now and my parents are going away for the weekend. we plan to cook for each other. i think we decide i make indian food for lunch and he's doing something fancy for dinner. i can't wait! i asked if he wanted to go to disneyland this friday cuz our pass closes for the next 2 weeks. i told him he could see tinkerbell, i can beat him at buzz lightyear, and we can kiss under the fireworks. the last one is really all i care to do.
i leave him at 4:15 this morning and he still walks me to my car. i swear i never knew i could be this happy and satisfied by a person before.
all i have are these happy stories of james. i can't talk about it really because it seems so boring and only for my enjoyment. we watched vantage point last night. we were all comfy in the seats, we kiss before entering the theater together, he gave me a piggy back ride down the stairs, and he thought i looked nice today but forgot to tell me. i guess he had a lot of fun at the beach because he even said he doesn't really like to go to the beach if he's not surfing but according to him "that was so much fun." how cute!
so we lay there talking FOREVER in the dark. we kiss this amazing kiss and it didn't matter i was on my period. i tried to leave but he lured me back to bed by making a little spot for me to lay. when i'm in his arms, it's so easy to knock out. he always has a tough time falling asleep so he drinks or smokes before bed but when he doesn't need to when i'm there. i'm just so comfortable when he's next to me.
we make plans for the weekend. i tell him to keep me company cuz antoinette is mad at me right now and my parents are going away for the weekend. we plan to cook for each other. i think we decide i make indian food for lunch and he's doing something fancy for dinner. i can't wait! i asked if he wanted to go to disneyland this friday cuz our pass closes for the next 2 weeks. i told him he could see tinkerbell, i can beat him at buzz lightyear, and we can kiss under the fireworks. the last one is really all i care to do.
i leave him at 4:15 this morning and he still walks me to my car. i swear i never knew i could be this happy and satisfied by a person before.
this heart of mine was broken at 8:22:00 AM
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