Tuesday, March 04, 2008
additional day
Dear heart,
i added another day to my vacation. since i came home really late sunday night, i thought it a good idea to take monday off. i call him on my way to school and make my proposal. he calls me when i'm in class. i tell him that i had date night with anty. he's all saying that he's selfish and she takes up all my free time. like all butt-hurt "i see how it is." he even said it's because i don't like him anymore.
we decide to go to disneyland. first we eat lunch at tortilla jo's and he puts me in the shade. we go on the train thing first and get off to ride pirates but it was closed so we go to the haunted mansion instead. we see this lady with a really big ass and talk about her. anyway, we totally do dirty things in there. next we go to the buzz lightyear ride and i totally lose. he buys me a soda. then we go to space mountain and i love how amused he is when i scream. then we ride autopia since he's never before. we're talking crap to each other and he says something like "what's your name? are you tuesday or wednesday?" ooooh! i would randomly bring that up. he drives terribly on purpose but its fun. we take pictures for our drivers license photo. he buys me cotton candy and i make a note of how amazing it is that they invented it. we go on buzz lightyear again and he's feeding me when we're in line. i lose AGAIN and then i was ready to leave
we go back to his place and he's supposed to get a haircut. i give him a choice to do it or get a haircut and of course he chooses the first one. we lay there watching sports and i don't even wanna leave. i hate leaving him. but i do. i come back to drop off lucille's leftovers for him. his mom opens the door and i had to knock on his door since he wasn't answering.
i saw him for 7 days straight and he said now i can't call him for 3 days. haha. that's a lot. what am i doing?! that ruins stuff!
random observation:
it bothers me more when he refers to her by her name than as "avery's mom." her name makes her a person, an ex, a threat... just the title gives her only a functional presence as his daughters mom, nothing more.
i added another day to my vacation. since i came home really late sunday night, i thought it a good idea to take monday off. i call him on my way to school and make my proposal. he calls me when i'm in class. i tell him that i had date night with anty. he's all saying that he's selfish and she takes up all my free time. like all butt-hurt "i see how it is." he even said it's because i don't like him anymore.
we decide to go to disneyland. first we eat lunch at tortilla jo's and he puts me in the shade. we go on the train thing first and get off to ride pirates but it was closed so we go to the haunted mansion instead. we see this lady with a really big ass and talk about her. anyway, we totally do dirty things in there. next we go to the buzz lightyear ride and i totally lose. he buys me a soda. then we go to space mountain and i love how amused he is when i scream. then we ride autopia since he's never before. we're talking crap to each other and he says something like "what's your name? are you tuesday or wednesday?" ooooh! i would randomly bring that up. he drives terribly on purpose but its fun. we take pictures for our drivers license photo. he buys me cotton candy and i make a note of how amazing it is that they invented it. we go on buzz lightyear again and he's feeding me when we're in line. i lose AGAIN and then i was ready to leave
we go back to his place and he's supposed to get a haircut. i give him a choice to do it or get a haircut and of course he chooses the first one. we lay there watching sports and i don't even wanna leave. i hate leaving him. but i do. i come back to drop off lucille's leftovers for him. his mom opens the door and i had to knock on his door since he wasn't answering.
i saw him for 7 days straight and he said now i can't call him for 3 days. haha. that's a lot. what am i doing?! that ruins stuff!
random observation:
it bothers me more when he refers to her by her name than as "avery's mom." her name makes her a person, an ex, a threat... just the title gives her only a functional presence as his daughters mom, nothing more.
this heart of mine was broken at 8:44:00 AM
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