Sunday, February 24, 2008
v2o, lakers/clippers game, and some baskteball
Dear heart,
on friday i went to v2o. yeah so i drank too much too soon and i totally got sick. there was some drama with mario's "ex" which was actually his gf who he lived with. there was the brian situation yet again and i think it was more that i liked the attention. both of them told me i looked good. =) that's what i want to hear from ex-lovers. i just drank waaay too much and passed out at anty's house. i called james at 8:36 (according to him) and told him of my headache. he called me again when it was almost 11 but "i wasn't having a conversation" or something like that. i ate panera with antoinette and went home and threw it all up. i went to pick up james for the game. i parked at his neighbors spot and almost got my car towed. his neighbor kept saying "james' girlfriend" and i had to look away from embarassment. i was secretly relishing that and the fact that james was not arguing with it.
we were talking crap to each other the whole way there but it was fun. he keeps me on my toes and i'm really into that. we saw dan there and it was funny that he kept having to move cuz he was totally hiding in the first floor bathroom stall. i got a lakers jersey and a billion pictures with james. he was waiting for me to change into my jersey and he was on the phone when i came out. he was telling someone something about a valentines present. he told me thanks for the tickets and kisses me. the guy next to us was annoying him and even asked him what a "clipper" was. i kiss him to distract him from his hatred. when we got back near the car, he picks me up and we kiss. i love kissing him.
we go get food at del taco. he was teasing me about my comment about the town center, and he told me to stop acting so tough all the time. waiting for our food in the drive-thru, "anyone else but you" played and he was all "its that song from juno. aww." and kisses my arm like i played it just for him. we try to watch transformers again but he had a headache and wanted to sleep. i molested him and we did it. i told him how i executed my plan and he said something about always getting what i want and pointed out my big smile.
it was hard to sleep and his comment about it being hot led me to believe he wanted me off him. in the morning he brings up how i'm being dramatic, and then i point out how he is dramatic too. we watch some surf movie and some guy i thought i was in love with turns out resembling james. we then get ready to go grab some food before he plays basketball. some black guy playing refers to me as "his girl" and i completely love the lack of arguing over that. i meet his friend dan and clay is there too. there were almost 2 fights with him and i love how tough he gets and how much he can talk crap. it's cute. i was really enjoying not having any make up on and still feeling ok about myself.
then we went to clay's house. he was talking to his mom and mentions that i ended up watching his game and it was cool. i love that his friends know me by name like he talks about me or something. we're in the car and he mentions that he likes my nail. that "it's cute" and its hard for me to accept compliments so i tell him its ugly but then thank him when i realized i should never talk anyone out of a compliment. clay mentions how cute we are. him opening my doors or i guess just how he's acting, clay says he never sees this side of him, that it's cute. i get embarassed and hope james doesn't start acting like a jerk to show off. he doesn't. he gives a piggyback ride all the way up the stairs. we play videogames and at first his friend was pissing me off cuz he wouldn't let me play. james let me and i totally beat his friend. then i play against james and he murders me. i fall asleep and wake up to a phone call from my mom. she is a bit upset about not being home almost the entire weekend.
our drive home was quiet but intimate. he had his hand on my leg and kinda caressing/holding my hand. he tells me that it was the first time we hung out that much and he thought it was cool. i pointed out another time but he said that i've been hanging out with him since 5 yesterday and it was almost 10 today. i told him i had fun which is all i could say without sounding cheesy or saying something corny. when we said our goodbyes, we gave each other a real kiss. he told me thanks for hanging out with him and i thanked him awkwardly for winning me in basketball. i try not to make it so damn obvious how into him i am.
i know now that i don't need the title. i'm happy and content with exactly how things are right now. this doesn't need a label because its working without it.
on friday i went to v2o. yeah so i drank too much too soon and i totally got sick. there was some drama with mario's "ex" which was actually his gf who he lived with. there was the brian situation yet again and i think it was more that i liked the attention. both of them told me i looked good. =) that's what i want to hear from ex-lovers. i just drank waaay too much and passed out at anty's house. i called james at 8:36 (according to him) and told him of my headache. he called me again when it was almost 11 but "i wasn't having a conversation" or something like that. i ate panera with antoinette and went home and threw it all up. i went to pick up james for the game. i parked at his neighbors spot and almost got my car towed. his neighbor kept saying "james' girlfriend" and i had to look away from embarassment. i was secretly relishing that and the fact that james was not arguing with it.
we were talking crap to each other the whole way there but it was fun. he keeps me on my toes and i'm really into that. we saw dan there and it was funny that he kept having to move cuz he was totally hiding in the first floor bathroom stall. i got a lakers jersey and a billion pictures with james. he was waiting for me to change into my jersey and he was on the phone when i came out. he was telling someone something about a valentines present. he told me thanks for the tickets and kisses me. the guy next to us was annoying him and even asked him what a "clipper" was. i kiss him to distract him from his hatred. when we got back near the car, he picks me up and we kiss. i love kissing him.
we go get food at del taco. he was teasing me about my comment about the town center, and he told me to stop acting so tough all the time. waiting for our food in the drive-thru, "anyone else but you" played and he was all "its that song from juno. aww." and kisses my arm like i played it just for him. we try to watch transformers again but he had a headache and wanted to sleep. i molested him and we did it. i told him how i executed my plan and he said something about always getting what i want and pointed out my big smile.
it was hard to sleep and his comment about it being hot led me to believe he wanted me off him. in the morning he brings up how i'm being dramatic, and then i point out how he is dramatic too. we watch some surf movie and some guy i thought i was in love with turns out resembling james. we then get ready to go grab some food before he plays basketball. some black guy playing refers to me as "his girl" and i completely love the lack of arguing over that. i meet his friend dan and clay is there too. there were almost 2 fights with him and i love how tough he gets and how much he can talk crap. it's cute. i was really enjoying not having any make up on and still feeling ok about myself.
then we went to clay's house. he was talking to his mom and mentions that i ended up watching his game and it was cool. i love that his friends know me by name like he talks about me or something. we're in the car and he mentions that he likes my nail. that "it's cute" and its hard for me to accept compliments so i tell him its ugly but then thank him when i realized i should never talk anyone out of a compliment. clay mentions how cute we are. him opening my doors or i guess just how he's acting, clay says he never sees this side of him, that it's cute. i get embarassed and hope james doesn't start acting like a jerk to show off. he doesn't. he gives a piggyback ride all the way up the stairs. we play videogames and at first his friend was pissing me off cuz he wouldn't let me play. james let me and i totally beat his friend. then i play against james and he murders me. i fall asleep and wake up to a phone call from my mom. she is a bit upset about not being home almost the entire weekend.
our drive home was quiet but intimate. he had his hand on my leg and kinda caressing/holding my hand. he tells me that it was the first time we hung out that much and he thought it was cool. i pointed out another time but he said that i've been hanging out with him since 5 yesterday and it was almost 10 today. i told him i had fun which is all i could say without sounding cheesy or saying something corny. when we said our goodbyes, we gave each other a real kiss. he told me thanks for hanging out with him and i thanked him awkwardly for winning me in basketball. i try not to make it so damn obvious how into him i am.
i know now that i don't need the title. i'm happy and content with exactly how things are right now. this doesn't need a label because its working without it.
this heart of mine was broken at 10:20:00 PM
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