i feel... ugh right now. i didn't want to see him but since he texted me that he was going to hang out with avery tonight, i don't know- something inside me is almost jealous, incredulous, and suspicious. i want to distance myself from him. i want to tell him to not call me for awhile. i want him to just go away. i don't want to think about him or hear from him but without pushing him completely away in case i change my mind later. i just won't call. how about that! ok!
x keeps his promises
x no smoking
x no drinking x drinks with me
x can drive
x 21 and over
x has a job
x attractive or endearingly cute
x makes me laugh
x i can make him laugh
x has a car
x tough on the outside, a softy when it comes to me
x no hardcore drugs
x gets along with my friends
x can get jealous
x trusts me to let me go out with guy friends
x honest, even when it hurts
x can go shopping with me and tells me what he likes on me
x kisses nice
x does little sweet things
x calls all the time
x has a cell phone
x smells good- either cologne sexy or has a natural comforting smell which i judge for myself
x parents love me
x friends love me
x likes seafood and asian food
x cooks for me
x let's me be in control
x is in control
x not abusive
x i can joke with
x pokes fun at me and vice versa
x loves my weirdness
x wears beach clothing or GQ clothes or skater clothes
x respect privacy
x my best friend
x smart
x goes to school
x my parents like him
x doesn't have a significant ex who can come back
x no girlfriend
x can act mature but also playful with me
x i can play-fight with like wrestling
x likes falling asleep on the phone
x likes my music
x shy but opens up to me
x will never cheat
x won't drive me to cheat
x flirts with me
x can say im beautiful even when i dont have make-up on
x let's me dress him or style his hair
x goes to church with me
x loves to kiss me, hold me, touch me
x publicly displays his affection
x sings even when he can't
x chooses me over his friends
x would do anything for me
x likes coffee
x wears shorts sometimes
x not a workaholic
x puts himself in my place when we fight
x isn't all talk but no action
x holds me when we sleep
x can fart in front of me
x can fart in front of him
x joins me when im weird
x listens to my problems, even when they are about him
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x wears glasses
x watches chick flicks or willing to watch foreign films
x lives within a 20 minute radius of my house
x takes me shopping
x likes to read
x good in bed
x goes to my school
x new in bed x loves coffee the way i make it
x boxers!
x sings in the shower
x picks flowers for me
x british, australian, french accents
x watches smallville or dawsons creek
x financially secure (RICH)
x has no girl pals but me
x rarely hangs with the boys and takes me when he does
x a fireman
x drives a truck
x wears flip flops
x half white? hehe