Monday, February 25, 2008

thursday night

Dear heart,

i forgot to talk about coming over on thursday. i come by and we make plans to eat. we try to suggest other things but came down to pho. he wanted to go to ross and i tell him ross, then dvd planet. we end up just going to dvd planet and then get pho. brenda picks up tickets to v20 from the pho place. i get a birthday card that made me laugh. i realize im much less paranoid when it comes to james. i've toned down my craziness. we go back to his place and watch transformers but got too distracted with each other. i tell him that i shouldn't have come up cuz now he's gonna have to eventually walk me back to my car and its raining. he said he wasn't and i made a pouty face. he says "look how mcuh i spoil you." or something like that and i cover my face because i know its true. i fall asleep there and he walks me to my car at 4 in the morning.

friday i felt guilty about not really asking him to go to v2o. i was making and taking so many calls about giving out tickets that it was rude to not invite him. he said it was cool and to call me later even if i'm drunk since he enjoys calls like that or first thing when i wake up. i call him back to suggest going jersey shopping in the morning. obviously my hangover stood in the way of that plan... oh well. all is well.

=)

this heart of mine was broken at 1:22:00 AM
1 people tried to mend this shattered heart

Cast List

Checklist


    x keeps his promises
    x no smoking
    x no drinking
    x drinks with me
    x can drive
    x 21 and over
    x has a job
    x attractive or endearingly cute
    x makes me laugh
    x i can make him laugh
    x has a car
    x tough on the outside, a softy when it comes to me
    x no hardcore drugs
    x gets along with my friends
    x can get jealous
    x trusts me to let me go out with guy friends
    x honest, even when it hurts
    x can go shopping with me and tells me what he likes on me
    x kisses nice
    x does little sweet things
    x calls all the time
    x has a cell phone
    x smells good- either cologne sexy or has a natural comforting smell which i judge for myself
    x parents love me
    x friends love me
    x likes seafood and asian food
    x cooks for me
    x let's me be in control
    x is in control
    x not abusive
    x i can joke with
    x pokes fun at me and vice versa
    x loves my weirdness
    x wears beach clothing or GQ clothes or skater clothes
    x respect privacy
    x my best friend
    x smart
    x goes to school
    x my parents like him
    x doesn't have a significant ex who can come back
    x no girlfriend
    x can act mature but also playful with me
    x i can play-fight with like wrestling
    x likes falling asleep on the phone
    x likes my music
    x shy but opens up to me
    x will never cheat
    x won't drive me to cheat
    x flirts with me
    x can say im beautiful even when i dont have make-up on
    x let's me dress him or style his hair
    x goes to church with me
    x loves to kiss me, hold me, touch me
    x publicly displays his affection
    x sings even when he can't
    x chooses me over his friends
    x would do anything for me
    x likes coffee
    x wears shorts sometimes
    x not a workaholic
    x puts himself in my place when we fight
    x isn't all talk but no action
    x holds me when we sleep
    x can fart in front of me
    x can fart in front of him
    x joins me when im weird
    x listens to my problems, even when they are about him


    [[ RECOMMENDED ]]
    x wears glasses
    x watches chick flicks or willing to watch foreign films
    x lives within a 20 minute radius of my house
    x takes me shopping
    x likes to read
    x good in bed
    x goes to my school
    x new in bed
    x loves coffee the way i make it
    x boxers!
    x sings in the shower
    x picks flowers for me
    x british, australian, french accents
    x watches smallville or dawsons creek
    x financially secure (RICH)
    x has no girl pals but me
    x rarely hangs with the boys and takes me when he does
    x a fireman
    x drives a truck
    x wears flip flops
    x half white? hehe

Those Days




since april.01.2002