Saturday, February 09, 2008
thank god i hold off on my insanities
Dear heart,
so last post he said he was going to call me back. but didn't. i fell asleep but woke up at 12 to find no missed call and i was thoroughly upset. i cried and pouted in bed mumbling things about being sick of it and how i'm so over him. i wake up with still some crappy feelings but did some work before heading to work since i had a lot going on that day. i end up getting a text from him: "Want to go for a walk on the beach?" i'm thinking WTF?! he decides to forget to call me last night and all of a sudden tries to be mildly romantic?! i don't get it!
i guess he didn't have work so he told me he'd take the bus to long beach and meet me there. we TRIED long beach but it smelled like sewer so we just decided to eat. we ate at the taqueria and he thought the food was good. i warned him that last time ordering the chile verde burrito made my *ss bleed. he said i must be really comfortable with him to share something like that. i'm not sure if that was necessarily a good or bad thing.
then he went with me to go site shopping. it was cute though, like we were a couple. i don't think i've had that much fun grocery shopping ever! i told him he had his "white tendencies" when he kept using the shopping cart as a skateboard-like gadget. i like switching who gets to push the cart, or pushing it together, pulling when he is riding it, and even pushing it while i ride it.
we go to starbucks and my dramatic side wished vince was there to see this. then we pick up some uniforms from the gym. he stays in the car. i take really long and i guess i "ruined" his suprise of having a wicked song ready to play for me. he says "see deep down inside i can be romantic even though it doesn't seem like it." somewhere in my heart i cross my fingers that it comes out for valentines day. i drop him off near my school and i am already supposed to be at work! we had an important site visit that day but i was effing around with james!!!
i met jim who was going to be our campaign captain. we were dressed as superheroes for that kick-off dinner. then i call james and i come over. we go to a burger place and food for less while i am STILL wearing my costume! we go back to his place and i try to explain to his mom in passing why i looked the way i did. we go upstairs to his room and watch tv. we watch 300 and smoke a little. i hate when i do that cuz i get so tired and so i woke up at 4 in the morning and drove home. i was just so lazy and i was going to not even stay that late but OF COURSE i did. either way, i had an awesome day with him.
so last post he said he was going to call me back. but didn't. i fell asleep but woke up at 12 to find no missed call and i was thoroughly upset. i cried and pouted in bed mumbling things about being sick of it and how i'm so over him. i wake up with still some crappy feelings but did some work before heading to work since i had a lot going on that day. i end up getting a text from him: "Want to go for a walk on the beach?" i'm thinking WTF?! he decides to forget to call me last night and all of a sudden tries to be mildly romantic?! i don't get it!
i guess he didn't have work so he told me he'd take the bus to long beach and meet me there. we TRIED long beach but it smelled like sewer so we just decided to eat. we ate at the taqueria and he thought the food was good. i warned him that last time ordering the chile verde burrito made my *ss bleed. he said i must be really comfortable with him to share something like that. i'm not sure if that was necessarily a good or bad thing.
then he went with me to go site shopping. it was cute though, like we were a couple. i don't think i've had that much fun grocery shopping ever! i told him he had his "white tendencies" when he kept using the shopping cart as a skateboard-like gadget. i like switching who gets to push the cart, or pushing it together, pulling when he is riding it, and even pushing it while i ride it.
we go to starbucks and my dramatic side wished vince was there to see this. then we pick up some uniforms from the gym. he stays in the car. i take really long and i guess i "ruined" his suprise of having a wicked song ready to play for me. he says "see deep down inside i can be romantic even though it doesn't seem like it." somewhere in my heart i cross my fingers that it comes out for valentines day. i drop him off near my school and i am already supposed to be at work! we had an important site visit that day but i was effing around with james!!!
i met jim who was going to be our campaign captain. we were dressed as superheroes for that kick-off dinner. then i call james and i come over. we go to a burger place and food for less while i am STILL wearing my costume! we go back to his place and i try to explain to his mom in passing why i looked the way i did. we go upstairs to his room and watch tv. we watch 300 and smoke a little. i hate when i do that cuz i get so tired and so i woke up at 4 in the morning and drove home. i was just so lazy and i was going to not even stay that late but OF COURSE i did. either way, i had an awesome day with him.
this heart of mine was broken at 12:40:00 AM
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