Thursday, January 24, 2008
maybe they mean something
Dear heart,
here are some random specifics i was sharing with antoinette and she feels like we should just stop beating around the bush and make it official already.
i admitted that he kinda freaked out when he saw the engagement-looking ring on my finger. he said he could have sworn it was on my ring finger. i laugh it off and say something like "oh, you didn't know?!" he luaghs too and tells me that he doesn't want to know.
:/ i interpret that as our thing being casual so he doesn't care to think about my extracurricular (or extramarital) activities
:) Antoinette says he doesn't want to hear about it cuz he doesn't want to hear about me with other guys cuz it would hurt him or something.
We have this new after-sex ritual where we go hand-in-hand to the bathroom and clean ourselves and pee in front of each other. before it was us doing this individually, taking turns to go to the bathroom. somehow it became a team effort where he pees in front of me, that was fine but then he had me pee saying he wasn't going to look but continues the conversation as i pee. then it became this almost natural part of our routine after getting it on.
:) apparantly, most couples do NOT do this. she sees this much intimacy as signs of practically being married already.
:/ I know how to differentiate comfortability and physical intimacy as opposed to emotional intimacy and relatinship progression. basically, it's not that big of a deal to me.
here are some random specifics i was sharing with antoinette and she feels like we should just stop beating around the bush and make it official already.
i admitted that he kinda freaked out when he saw the engagement-looking ring on my finger. he said he could have sworn it was on my ring finger. i laugh it off and say something like "oh, you didn't know?!" he luaghs too and tells me that he doesn't want to know.
:/ i interpret that as our thing being casual so he doesn't care to think about my extracurricular (or extramarital) activities
:) Antoinette says he doesn't want to hear about it cuz he doesn't want to hear about me with other guys cuz it would hurt him or something.
We have this new after-sex ritual where we go hand-in-hand to the bathroom and clean ourselves and pee in front of each other. before it was us doing this individually, taking turns to go to the bathroom. somehow it became a team effort where he pees in front of me, that was fine but then he had me pee saying he wasn't going to look but continues the conversation as i pee. then it became this almost natural part of our routine after getting it on.
:) apparantly, most couples do NOT do this. she sees this much intimacy as signs of practically being married already.
:/ I know how to differentiate comfortability and physical intimacy as opposed to emotional intimacy and relatinship progression. basically, it's not that big of a deal to me.
this heart of mine was broken at 10:24:00 PM
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