Wednesday, January 30, 2008
already starting bad habits
Dear heart,
so i was supposed to work out this morning according to my schedule but i got caught up on the computer and totally didn't do it. plus i had this thing where i was supposed to be home BY 11 because i have class at 8 that i cannot be late for. what time is it? it's like 3 in the morning and i fell asleep at james' house. i finally woke up at 2 but i swear i wanted to just lay there with him. and he smelled SO good today too. we watched shooter and it was pretty good from what i saw. i was wearing work clothes and i warned him on the phone that i was ugly. he pretended to change his mind about me coming over. when he saw me, he said "ugly? get out of here." i know it was nothing special and there were no major events but i always feel like i just had the best time of my life. i honestly can't remember the last person i felt that for or the last time i did. but james time is consistently the opposite of disappointing. i just can't find the word. i don't even wanna mess this up with any random boy distractions.
so i was supposed to work out this morning according to my schedule but i got caught up on the computer and totally didn't do it. plus i had this thing where i was supposed to be home BY 11 because i have class at 8 that i cannot be late for. what time is it? it's like 3 in the morning and i fell asleep at james' house. i finally woke up at 2 but i swear i wanted to just lay there with him. and he smelled SO good today too. we watched shooter and it was pretty good from what i saw. i was wearing work clothes and i warned him on the phone that i was ugly. he pretended to change his mind about me coming over. when he saw me, he said "ugly? get out of here." i know it was nothing special and there were no major events but i always feel like i just had the best time of my life. i honestly can't remember the last person i felt that for or the last time i did. but james time is consistently the opposite of disappointing. i just can't find the word. i don't even wanna mess this up with any random boy distractions.
this heart of mine was broken at 3:13:00 AM
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