Monday, January 07, 2008
details
Dear heart,
i've been spening a lot of time with james lately but i never got to go into details of all our encounters.
so monday was when we went to the mall. i think i wrote about that already.
next time i saw him was... well i think i talked to him on wednesday and of course i feel like its the best conversation of my life. i try to get it out of him as to where my party is but he doesn't tell me. he calls me right after i eat with my coworkers and mentions that he might "kill my game" if he goes to my party. i just laugh at him. i think i ask him to do something but i guess he promised brett that he'd go to a ducks game with him. so he calls me randomly telling me that, then again to tell me he just got out of the game, and finally when he got home. this is when he is feeling down about his daughter. he can't believe that i got him to go to the mall with me. i took that as him saying "i like you that much." or maybe he was just sorry for flaking again. when he called me i was debating on whether to get a $1300 computer. he tells me that i shouldn't get it because i might be too busy and have no time for james. haha i thought that was cute. then he mentions about being a loner now and how he hasn't had a new years kiss these past 2 years. i think its been longer than that for me, which makes me even sadder. out of nowheren he mentions that he shouldn't have gone to the hockey game and should have hung out with me instead. he said that he wouldn't be so lonely. before we get off he tells me he wants to do something before saturday.
i text him thursday that i don't have work on friday and suggest either a movie or disneyland. i try calling him and his phone is completely off. i get really annoyed but then he calls me around 10 and tells me he left his phone at home and it wasn't charging. i convince him to watch juno with me and he's a little iffy about it cuz he is against chick flicks. i look up the times and he was going to make himself some food. we have a moment of indecisivenss about who calls who back and for how long. he said he'd call me after he got his sandwich but then changes it to me calling him in 7 minutes when i got the times. of course i wait a little longer. it's cute because before we hung up, he told me he was excited when i picked up the phone. i was so surprised. he was all, "is that ok?" and i thought he said, "is that gay?" and i tell him no. he's like, "no?!" we clarify things and make a date for the next day.
friday he calls me when i'm getting ready for work. he forgot what he was going to tell me. i thought he was going to cancel on our date but he didn't. i told him i had to get ready and that i would call him later. i call him when i got off work but he didn't answer. he finally calls me back when i'm at the store with my mom. i ask him to bring an umbrella because its raining and when he gives me a hard time, i realize i don't want to carry that thing around. so i told him nevermind and he actually thought i was mad at him.
i've been spening a lot of time with james lately but i never got to go into details of all our encounters.
so monday was when we went to the mall. i think i wrote about that already.
next time i saw him was... well i think i talked to him on wednesday and of course i feel like its the best conversation of my life. i try to get it out of him as to where my party is but he doesn't tell me. he calls me right after i eat with my coworkers and mentions that he might "kill my game" if he goes to my party. i just laugh at him. i think i ask him to do something but i guess he promised brett that he'd go to a ducks game with him. so he calls me randomly telling me that, then again to tell me he just got out of the game, and finally when he got home. this is when he is feeling down about his daughter. he can't believe that i got him to go to the mall with me. i took that as him saying "i like you that much." or maybe he was just sorry for flaking again. when he called me i was debating on whether to get a $1300 computer. he tells me that i shouldn't get it because i might be too busy and have no time for james. haha i thought that was cute. then he mentions about being a loner now and how he hasn't had a new years kiss these past 2 years. i think its been longer than that for me, which makes me even sadder. out of nowheren he mentions that he shouldn't have gone to the hockey game and should have hung out with me instead. he said that he wouldn't be so lonely. before we get off he tells me he wants to do something before saturday.
i text him thursday that i don't have work on friday and suggest either a movie or disneyland. i try calling him and his phone is completely off. i get really annoyed but then he calls me around 10 and tells me he left his phone at home and it wasn't charging. i convince him to watch juno with me and he's a little iffy about it cuz he is against chick flicks. i look up the times and he was going to make himself some food. we have a moment of indecisivenss about who calls who back and for how long. he said he'd call me after he got his sandwich but then changes it to me calling him in 7 minutes when i got the times. of course i wait a little longer. it's cute because before we hung up, he told me he was excited when i picked up the phone. i was so surprised. he was all, "is that ok?" and i thought he said, "is that gay?" and i tell him no. he's like, "no?!" we clarify things and make a date for the next day.
friday he calls me when i'm getting ready for work. he forgot what he was going to tell me. i thought he was going to cancel on our date but he didn't. i told him i had to get ready and that i would call him later. i call him when i got off work but he didn't answer. he finally calls me back when i'm at the store with my mom. i ask him to bring an umbrella because its raining and when he gives me a hard time, i realize i don't want to carry that thing around. so i told him nevermind and he actually thought i was mad at him.
this heart of mine was broken at 12:42:00 AM
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