Monday, October 29, 2007
so we're not playing games?
Dear heart,
for some reason, i figure he's not calling because we're playing some sort of game and obviously i'm not really winning. i end up texting him something about actually cleaning my room today. he texted me back with "you me smile" which was supposed to be "you make me smile." that was a good enough excuse to call him and clarify. except we just started talking about random crap again and didn't start talking about what he meant by his text until towards the ending half of the conversation.
what i like most about him is that maybe he's an honest guy. a non-cheater? is that getting my hopes up too high? like, he is so busy playing sports and staying active that all that activity takes up his day. he'll make time to hang out with me but he has a life that has nothing to do with me and i LOVE it! it's so sexy. like i want to be a part of it even though i'm not too interested in it. weird...
anyway, i hope he can make time for me this week. i have to sound unavailable and busy so he'll want to set up some kind of an appointment with me. it seems all the days this week are blocked off: monday- class for me, tuesday- anty day, wednesday- trick or treating with anty and mel/ him with his daughter (and baby momma?), thursday- maybe but i have AU trainings, friday- class/avery, saturday- class & hanson/avery, sunday- avery. how do i get him to hang out with me on thursday and still have him believe it was his idea?! now that's a project i need to be working on...
for some reason, i figure he's not calling because we're playing some sort of game and obviously i'm not really winning. i end up texting him something about actually cleaning my room today. he texted me back with "you me smile" which was supposed to be "you make me smile." that was a good enough excuse to call him and clarify. except we just started talking about random crap again and didn't start talking about what he meant by his text until towards the ending half of the conversation.
what i like most about him is that maybe he's an honest guy. a non-cheater? is that getting my hopes up too high? like, he is so busy playing sports and staying active that all that activity takes up his day. he'll make time to hang out with me but he has a life that has nothing to do with me and i LOVE it! it's so sexy. like i want to be a part of it even though i'm not too interested in it. weird...
anyway, i hope he can make time for me this week. i have to sound unavailable and busy so he'll want to set up some kind of an appointment with me. it seems all the days this week are blocked off: monday- class for me, tuesday- anty day, wednesday- trick or treating with anty and mel/ him with his daughter (and baby momma?), thursday- maybe but i have AU trainings, friday- class/avery, saturday- class & hanson/avery, sunday- avery. how do i get him to hang out with me on thursday and still have him believe it was his idea?! now that's a project i need to be working on...
this heart of mine was broken at 1:13:00 AM
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