Friday, October 19, 2007
knotts!
Dear heart,
he just called me. =D <- that is the cheezy smile i am wearing on my face. i know we talked about going to knotts scary farm next friday. he really wants to go and will hopefully find how and when to get tickets. i warned him of how much of a scaredy cat i am and he almost assures me that if anything touches me he is going to "react." i plead with him not to touch them at all! anyway, i heard him talk to his daughter and it was just the cutest thing. he spoils her completely. i guess he bought her 3 outfits today! haha he tells her he'll get off the phone soon but then she takes a shower and we talk a bit longer. i can't remember what the conversation was about but i can just remember this feeling when i talk to him. like there's a permanent cheezy smile embedded within me. i mentioned writing in my diary and he was very interested in what i wrote. i told him stuff and he asked what kind of stuff. then i told him stuff stuff. he laughs. then i tell him that he can wonder all his life but he will never be able to read that ever. it almost sounded mean but he sounded almost impressed but did the "oh daaaamn!" sound like i just dissed him. of course i apologize but he tells me he completely understands that and he has no problem whatsoever. i can hear a little girl's voice in the background sounding impatient. he asks my plans for the night and asks if he can call me back.
so the end for now. i'll tell you everything when he calls back.
he just called me. =D <- that is the cheezy smile i am wearing on my face. i know we talked about going to knotts scary farm next friday. he really wants to go and will hopefully find how and when to get tickets. i warned him of how much of a scaredy cat i am and he almost assures me that if anything touches me he is going to "react." i plead with him not to touch them at all! anyway, i heard him talk to his daughter and it was just the cutest thing. he spoils her completely. i guess he bought her 3 outfits today! haha he tells her he'll get off the phone soon but then she takes a shower and we talk a bit longer. i can't remember what the conversation was about but i can just remember this feeling when i talk to him. like there's a permanent cheezy smile embedded within me. i mentioned writing in my diary and he was very interested in what i wrote. i told him stuff and he asked what kind of stuff. then i told him stuff stuff. he laughs. then i tell him that he can wonder all his life but he will never be able to read that ever. it almost sounded mean but he sounded almost impressed but did the "oh daaaamn!" sound like i just dissed him. of course i apologize but he tells me he completely understands that and he has no problem whatsoever. i can hear a little girl's voice in the background sounding impatient. he asks my plans for the night and asks if he can call me back.
so the end for now. i'll tell you everything when he calls back.
this heart of mine was broken at 9:39:00 PM
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