Thursday, February 22, 2007
speech
Dear heart,
i don't really know how you feel about me and i already know we have some issues but i'm starting to really like you. i love spending time with you. i like laughing at the same things and at all our random little inside jokes. i enjoy myself when we're sitting around, when we're wrestling on your floor, and when we're on the phone together even if we're talking, staying on while we're doing other things, or falling asleep.
i know you must have a lot of things going on in your life that might stress you out but i can be there for you. i want to be there for you. i don't want to be one of those things that you worry about. i'm going to do my best so you'll never have to be wondering about where i am or what i'm doing. please know that i will never do anything to hurt you. i care about you and all i want to do is to make you happy.
i need you to talk to me about things. don't look at it as getting me involved; look at it as if you're letting me in. nothing that you can share with me will ever scare me away. i also want you to be more reliable. maybe answering your phone or just making a point to see me once in awhile can make all the difference.
i know we are "just friends" right now with a whole lot of benefits. i don't know if that's all you want from this whole situation but to be honest with you, i want to be with you. i'm not sure if the fact that we're not together makes us jealous because of the infinite possibilities of what the other person "can" do without the real commitment of being in a relationship, and i'm not really sure if being together will calm that down or make it worse. but you're the only person i want to be with and i want to be the only person you're with. i don't know if you're ready for something like that or if you even want to be in a relationship with me, but i'm just letting you know what i've been feeling.
if you're not, i'm fine with that. just don't act differently towards me now that you know how i feel about you.
i don't really know how you feel about me and i already know we have some issues but i'm starting to really like you. i love spending time with you. i like laughing at the same things and at all our random little inside jokes. i enjoy myself when we're sitting around, when we're wrestling on your floor, and when we're on the phone together even if we're talking, staying on while we're doing other things, or falling asleep.
i know you must have a lot of things going on in your life that might stress you out but i can be there for you. i want to be there for you. i don't want to be one of those things that you worry about. i'm going to do my best so you'll never have to be wondering about where i am or what i'm doing. please know that i will never do anything to hurt you. i care about you and all i want to do is to make you happy.
i need you to talk to me about things. don't look at it as getting me involved; look at it as if you're letting me in. nothing that you can share with me will ever scare me away. i also want you to be more reliable. maybe answering your phone or just making a point to see me once in awhile can make all the difference.
i know we are "just friends" right now with a whole lot of benefits. i don't know if that's all you want from this whole situation but to be honest with you, i want to be with you. i'm not sure if the fact that we're not together makes us jealous because of the infinite possibilities of what the other person "can" do without the real commitment of being in a relationship, and i'm not really sure if being together will calm that down or make it worse. but you're the only person i want to be with and i want to be the only person you're with. i don't know if you're ready for something like that or if you even want to be in a relationship with me, but i'm just letting you know what i've been feeling.
if you're not, i'm fine with that. just don't act differently towards me now that you know how i feel about you.
this heart of mine was broken at 1:55:00 PM
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