Tuesday, January 16, 2007
starting work, getting worked, and working out
Dear heart,
i started work yesterday. i forgot how much i missed it. i was at a point where i was so burnt out that i was ready for a vacation. i finally got the break i needed when i got into my accident. a nice way of looking at it.
i've been seeing vince a whole lot. last thursday, we go drink together with his friend jordie. we get so drunk and we're all dancing at this belmont station in long beach. then we eat at this mexican restaurant brite spot or something. i can tell that we probably won't get along if i ever get drunk in the future. i'm ridiculously flirty when i'm drunk and he's ridiculously jealous when he is. not a good mix. i swear when we were in that restaurant- i was making eyes at some guy. good thing he didn't see. when i passed by that guy, he said something to me and vince saw. he was talking sh*t. then suddenly i hear something like "you don't love me. you don't love me." i just remember rolling my eyes, but my head low enough near my food that he didn't see me.
he drives me home and when he parks near my house, we start doing it. his windows are not tilted. i don't think we were even trying to be discreet because we were so drunk. we move into my room and continue. it was like 4:30 in the morning. we pass out right after and i had to be up at 8 because my mom and i had to pick up my xrays to take to my doctor's appointment at 9:30 in lynwood. damn i was so dizzy when i woke up. we tried another crack at getting it on but i was so dehydrated that we couldn't.
i was really excited because i thought i was going to be able to drive but my parents always pull the plug on me last minute. i was all ready to go to some lounge in long beach with some girl friends but they were acting all stupid. it made me so mad i cried and ruined my make-up. i was so pissed. i just cried to vince and he came over and watched arrested development. i freaking love that show now. it totally cheered me up from the damper my parents put on my night. we didn't even do anything. just laughed together and made new inside jokes to say to each other.
then sunday was my day with anthony. it's his only day off. but i already made plans with vince. i actually ended up choosing vince over anthony. it made me feel like crap. he kept calling and usually then ringtone that made me smile, made me break a sweat. we watched more arrested development. i think we're both obsessed with that show. now everytime we see each other we say things like "i'm the LAST cop..." or "douche chill." we just crack up. it never gets old. i wonder if it'll get old. i fall asleep there and end up waking him at 5 in the morning to take me home. then i had my first day of work.
i have decided to start working out again. justin and anthony have already asked me when was the last time i went to the gym. so after work todat, i'm going to continue my workout regime once again. i'm aiming to lose 10 lbs and i'll feel perfect. i'm doing the crazy diet thing again. *crosses fingers* hope i reach my goal.
i started work yesterday. i forgot how much i missed it. i was at a point where i was so burnt out that i was ready for a vacation. i finally got the break i needed when i got into my accident. a nice way of looking at it.
i've been seeing vince a whole lot. last thursday, we go drink together with his friend jordie. we get so drunk and we're all dancing at this belmont station in long beach. then we eat at this mexican restaurant brite spot or something. i can tell that we probably won't get along if i ever get drunk in the future. i'm ridiculously flirty when i'm drunk and he's ridiculously jealous when he is. not a good mix. i swear when we were in that restaurant- i was making eyes at some guy. good thing he didn't see. when i passed by that guy, he said something to me and vince saw. he was talking sh*t. then suddenly i hear something like "you don't love me. you don't love me." i just remember rolling my eyes, but my head low enough near my food that he didn't see me.
he drives me home and when he parks near my house, we start doing it. his windows are not tilted. i don't think we were even trying to be discreet because we were so drunk. we move into my room and continue. it was like 4:30 in the morning. we pass out right after and i had to be up at 8 because my mom and i had to pick up my xrays to take to my doctor's appointment at 9:30 in lynwood. damn i was so dizzy when i woke up. we tried another crack at getting it on but i was so dehydrated that we couldn't.
i was really excited because i thought i was going to be able to drive but my parents always pull the plug on me last minute. i was all ready to go to some lounge in long beach with some girl friends but they were acting all stupid. it made me so mad i cried and ruined my make-up. i was so pissed. i just cried to vince and he came over and watched arrested development. i freaking love that show now. it totally cheered me up from the damper my parents put on my night. we didn't even do anything. just laughed together and made new inside jokes to say to each other.
then sunday was my day with anthony. it's his only day off. but i already made plans with vince. i actually ended up choosing vince over anthony. it made me feel like crap. he kept calling and usually then ringtone that made me smile, made me break a sweat. we watched more arrested development. i think we're both obsessed with that show. now everytime we see each other we say things like "i'm the LAST cop..." or "douche chill." we just crack up. it never gets old. i wonder if it'll get old. i fall asleep there and end up waking him at 5 in the morning to take me home. then i had my first day of work.
i have decided to start working out again. justin and anthony have already asked me when was the last time i went to the gym. so after work todat, i'm going to continue my workout regime once again. i'm aiming to lose 10 lbs and i'll feel perfect. i'm doing the crazy diet thing again. *crosses fingers* hope i reach my goal.
this heart of mine was broken at 4:09:00 PM
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