Sunday, January 07, 2007
but you already knew that
Dear heart,
vince is crazy! but, hence the title. i spent the day with anthony. he picked me up and i kept him company as he did his laundry. we go back to his place and watch one of the movies i brought with me. out of office space, poolhall junkies, and a foreign film malena- he chooses the foreign film. i was pleasantly surprised. but before we watch it, we do it. he warns me that it's been awhile so he might "nut fast." i asked him, "when was the last time we did it?" he kept answering "with you." but i meant when that actually was... and it was christmas eve. it HAS been awhile. i never really noticed its absence because i was too busy with vince. sex wasn't bad either. h
after we watch the movie and he actually enjoys it. my phone went off and he wanted me to turn it off so i put it on silent. henry comes home later. we watch office space with him. anthony gets hungry and we leave real quick to get some food. when i get back, i left my phone on the couch. i guess vince calls and i miss it and he's trippin! he says something about thinking i was with guy friends and that he thinks i am sleeping with other people besides him and that he wanted me to call him for "closure" or something. OMG! he is crazy!
i try to play it off like i'm at the movies with brenda and that i haven't heard his message yet. but he's all pissed. he texted me "i'll be busy, late." i call him when i got home and i was yelling trying to defend myself. but he acts like i'm over-reacting and we talk about it. we came to realize how we are both extremely paranoid. and this is why i think things with vince will never work out. two people with that much crazy in them can only drive each other crazy and eventually cause some kind of major explosion or something.
vince is crazy! but, hence the title. i spent the day with anthony. he picked me up and i kept him company as he did his laundry. we go back to his place and watch one of the movies i brought with me. out of office space, poolhall junkies, and a foreign film malena- he chooses the foreign film. i was pleasantly surprised. but before we watch it, we do it. he warns me that it's been awhile so he might "nut fast." i asked him, "when was the last time we did it?" he kept answering "with you." but i meant when that actually was... and it was christmas eve. it HAS been awhile. i never really noticed its absence because i was too busy with vince. sex wasn't bad either. h
after we watch the movie and he actually enjoys it. my phone went off and he wanted me to turn it off so i put it on silent. henry comes home later. we watch office space with him. anthony gets hungry and we leave real quick to get some food. when i get back, i left my phone on the couch. i guess vince calls and i miss it and he's trippin! he says something about thinking i was with guy friends and that he thinks i am sleeping with other people besides him and that he wanted me to call him for "closure" or something. OMG! he is crazy!
i try to play it off like i'm at the movies with brenda and that i haven't heard his message yet. but he's all pissed. he texted me "i'll be busy, late." i call him when i got home and i was yelling trying to defend myself. but he acts like i'm over-reacting and we talk about it. we came to realize how we are both extremely paranoid. and this is why i think things with vince will never work out. two people with that much crazy in them can only drive each other crazy and eventually cause some kind of major explosion or something.
this heart of mine was broken at 11:32:00 PM
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