Thursday, January 04, 2007
another birthday
Dear heart,
the past few days, psycho vince is starting to grow on me. well let me start from my birthday.
izzy invited me to hang out with anthony and his friends for new years eve. unfortunately my parents were being stupid and i couldn't go. i just ended up crying all night and taking a lot of medication.
the next day was my party. even though there were some group clashing, i still made time for everyone. antoinette could not stand anthony because he came into my room talking about how lame guitar hero was. she was so pissed that she had to leave the room. i rotated from being outside in the blistering cold where the only warmth were the warmers where antoinette, eddie, dana, and tha were to my room with all the wangs.
suddenly, vince calls me telling me was there. i had a minor heartattack cuz i figured anthony would have left by the time vince got there. and i KNOW how vince gets crazy so i did NOT want any drama happening. luckily, vince went outside and anthony was in my room. it was easier to spend time with them individually.
anyway, anthony asks me to do his nails and he is holding me from behind while i buff his nails. then he goes on to do mine. he told me he didn't know how but i said he had to learn. i get up to play guitarhero real quick and had every intention in going back into anthony's arms. when i'm done, i head towards anthony until vince comes in and i just sit down where i am. i can tell anthony noticed the sudden changes in my attitude. i didn't even turn around to look at him once. my cheeks burned as both my lovers were in my room at the same time.
anthony suddenly announces that they are leaving after the current song in guitarhero. he was all comfortable just laying on my bed until vince showed up and now he wanted to leave. thankfully, when anthony and his friends get up to leave- vince was in the bathroom so i could go outside and hug anthony goodbye.
vince says he had to talk to me about something- something little. um... ok. he asked if anthony was my ex boyfriend and i replied with a horrified "NO!" i made a face at that comment. i asked him what would make him thing that and he said there were pictures of him all over my room. i admitted a little but lied a lot more. i said we used to "like each other for a week." that he was never my ex boyfriend but we're really good friends. then vince goes on to say that he felt some chemistry between us. hmmm... i was trying so hard not to be obvious.
vince was very amazed at how many family and friends showed up to my birthday. he was the last to leave and he snuck back in to spend the night. it was a good night. we laughed about my slang dictionary. it was the first time i actually sat back and thought "maybe" about him. sex was amazing, as usual- both that night and in the morning.
so that was the drama for your mama. nothing that special. just another birthday- but with no candles on the cake.
the past few days, psycho vince is starting to grow on me. well let me start from my birthday.
izzy invited me to hang out with anthony and his friends for new years eve. unfortunately my parents were being stupid and i couldn't go. i just ended up crying all night and taking a lot of medication.
the next day was my party. even though there were some group clashing, i still made time for everyone. antoinette could not stand anthony because he came into my room talking about how lame guitar hero was. she was so pissed that she had to leave the room. i rotated from being outside in the blistering cold where the only warmth were the warmers where antoinette, eddie, dana, and tha were to my room with all the wangs.
suddenly, vince calls me telling me was there. i had a minor heartattack cuz i figured anthony would have left by the time vince got there. and i KNOW how vince gets crazy so i did NOT want any drama happening. luckily, vince went outside and anthony was in my room. it was easier to spend time with them individually.
anyway, anthony asks me to do his nails and he is holding me from behind while i buff his nails. then he goes on to do mine. he told me he didn't know how but i said he had to learn. i get up to play guitarhero real quick and had every intention in going back into anthony's arms. when i'm done, i head towards anthony until vince comes in and i just sit down where i am. i can tell anthony noticed the sudden changes in my attitude. i didn't even turn around to look at him once. my cheeks burned as both my lovers were in my room at the same time.
anthony suddenly announces that they are leaving after the current song in guitarhero. he was all comfortable just laying on my bed until vince showed up and now he wanted to leave. thankfully, when anthony and his friends get up to leave- vince was in the bathroom so i could go outside and hug anthony goodbye.
vince says he had to talk to me about something- something little. um... ok. he asked if anthony was my ex boyfriend and i replied with a horrified "NO!" i made a face at that comment. i asked him what would make him thing that and he said there were pictures of him all over my room. i admitted a little but lied a lot more. i said we used to "like each other for a week." that he was never my ex boyfriend but we're really good friends. then vince goes on to say that he felt some chemistry between us. hmmm... i was trying so hard not to be obvious.
vince was very amazed at how many family and friends showed up to my birthday. he was the last to leave and he snuck back in to spend the night. it was a good night. we laughed about my slang dictionary. it was the first time i actually sat back and thought "maybe" about him. sex was amazing, as usual- both that night and in the morning.
so that was the drama for your mama. nothing that special. just another birthday- but with no candles on the cake.
this heart of mine was broken at 9:48:00 PM
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