Wednesday, December 27, 2006
too many boys
Dear heart,
went to chilli's for tha's welcome back thing. i got a little tipsy and started calling people and inviting them to maggie's pub. it was my friend eddie's friend's birthday there. so i invite my friend peter who i used to have class with and i went on a date wit him but i didn't like his smell because he smelled of matches so i never went out with him again. anyway yeah, he came. but then while i was there i started finding this guy named jose very attractive. so i kinda chatted with him a bit and its crazy cuz eddie new him from middle school. then antoinette liked some meathead guy who was attractive but you could tell he was a moron. i tried talking to him for her but she got shy and went to the bathroom. he was such a jerk! he was all he had the golden ticket and that he had magnums and that if i hooked up with his friend, he would hook up with antoinette and go back to their apartment. EW! i just walked away.
then i went to look for antoinette in the bathroom and told her what an idiot he was and she said she could tell. we started playing with these rolling chairs right outside the restroom but somehow i get up and go back to everyone else. i turn around and wonder what the hell happened to antoinette. when she comes back, she tells me that she told some gorgeous guy that i thought he was attractive. OMG! i mentioned him right when we got in but thought nothing of it. but goodness, she was like in love with him but i knew she was a good friend because she still forwarded him over to me. she said he was ok from far away but when she got up close, he was beautiful. you should see his smile. i could die!
so she takes me over there and i took like 5 minutes to get the nerve to talk to him. he said he noticed me before but he's a bitch and won't talk to girls. i told him i never woulda said anything to him if it wasn't for antoinette. i love her. did i mention that already? he tells me he's gonna say hi to his friend and then i thought it was some kind of nice rejection so i just left. i was all bummed out.
then this cute guy across the table kept staring at me but there was a chick and guy with him. i didn't know who was the chick's bf- him or the other one. when she goes to the bathroom, i yell across the room if that was his gf. it was funny cuz he was about to say no, then kind of, then yeah. his hand was doing that airplane side to side thing that meant "ehhh... sort of." everyone saw his answer change from not really to yeah. he knew he was gonna get in trouble. he still told me to come over. i told him hi and he said his name was jerell. he asked me if i went there often and i told him no that i was there to celebrate a birthday and my friend's visit from japan. i get pulled back by eddie saying i don't need to get into a fight right now cuz i'm injured so i should NOT be talking to anybody's man.
he said we were leaving so i got my stuff ready. i wave bye to jerell. as i'm headed towards the door, nathan comes up to me and asks me if i'm leaving. i tell him yes and that i thought he was rejecting me because he didn't come back. i guess he did come back but i left already. he said, "that would never happen. i think you're adorable." or something like that. so he asked for my number and i just got down his and called it so he could have my number on his phone. i hug him and tell him it was really nice to meet him. i say bye to his friends and he's all surprised i remember all their names. i'm just good at remembering names when i'm drunk but don't ask me after the fact.
right when i walk out, jose is there. he asked if i was leaving. he hugs me and didn't let go. for some reason, we were both hesitant to walk away. he wanted to hang out sometime so i got his number and called him. i walked away from there with 2 numbers. OMG! so much fun! i think nathan is way too good-looking and way too good for me. dammit!
went to chilli's for tha's welcome back thing. i got a little tipsy and started calling people and inviting them to maggie's pub. it was my friend eddie's friend's birthday there. so i invite my friend peter who i used to have class with and i went on a date wit him but i didn't like his smell because he smelled of matches so i never went out with him again. anyway yeah, he came. but then while i was there i started finding this guy named jose very attractive. so i kinda chatted with him a bit and its crazy cuz eddie new him from middle school. then antoinette liked some meathead guy who was attractive but you could tell he was a moron. i tried talking to him for her but she got shy and went to the bathroom. he was such a jerk! he was all he had the golden ticket and that he had magnums and that if i hooked up with his friend, he would hook up with antoinette and go back to their apartment. EW! i just walked away.
then i went to look for antoinette in the bathroom and told her what an idiot he was and she said she could tell. we started playing with these rolling chairs right outside the restroom but somehow i get up and go back to everyone else. i turn around and wonder what the hell happened to antoinette. when she comes back, she tells me that she told some gorgeous guy that i thought he was attractive. OMG! i mentioned him right when we got in but thought nothing of it. but goodness, she was like in love with him but i knew she was a good friend because she still forwarded him over to me. she said he was ok from far away but when she got up close, he was beautiful. you should see his smile. i could die!
so she takes me over there and i took like 5 minutes to get the nerve to talk to him. he said he noticed me before but he's a bitch and won't talk to girls. i told him i never woulda said anything to him if it wasn't for antoinette. i love her. did i mention that already? he tells me he's gonna say hi to his friend and then i thought it was some kind of nice rejection so i just left. i was all bummed out.
then this cute guy across the table kept staring at me but there was a chick and guy with him. i didn't know who was the chick's bf- him or the other one. when she goes to the bathroom, i yell across the room if that was his gf. it was funny cuz he was about to say no, then kind of, then yeah. his hand was doing that airplane side to side thing that meant "ehhh... sort of." everyone saw his answer change from not really to yeah. he knew he was gonna get in trouble. he still told me to come over. i told him hi and he said his name was jerell. he asked me if i went there often and i told him no that i was there to celebrate a birthday and my friend's visit from japan. i get pulled back by eddie saying i don't need to get into a fight right now cuz i'm injured so i should NOT be talking to anybody's man.
he said we were leaving so i got my stuff ready. i wave bye to jerell. as i'm headed towards the door, nathan comes up to me and asks me if i'm leaving. i tell him yes and that i thought he was rejecting me because he didn't come back. i guess he did come back but i left already. he said, "that would never happen. i think you're adorable." or something like that. so he asked for my number and i just got down his and called it so he could have my number on his phone. i hug him and tell him it was really nice to meet him. i say bye to his friends and he's all surprised i remember all their names. i'm just good at remembering names when i'm drunk but don't ask me after the fact.
right when i walk out, jose is there. he asked if i was leaving. he hugs me and didn't let go. for some reason, we were both hesitant to walk away. he wanted to hang out sometime so i got his number and called him. i walked away from there with 2 numbers. OMG! so much fun! i think nathan is way too good-looking and way too good for me. dammit!
this heart of mine was broken at 12:01:00 PM
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