Wednesday, December 27, 2006
SnM
Dear heart,
i forgot to mention that vince came over last night. for some reason, he brings out the wild, violent side of me. we're pretty rough and i love it! sex with him takes my damn breath away. but sometimes you get so into it that you don't feel how much it hurts until afterwards.
so this morning, my hips are all scratched up and bruised. it seriously hurts so bad because it's all raw right there. we did it again though when we both woke up. the crazy thing is i think he made me bleed. like, i've been done with my period for days now and there was a hint of blood afterwards. maybe we did it too hard or he went in too deep? i shudder just thinking about it. but at the time, it's amazing and now... it hurts to even put underwear on. dammit!
oh, but i talked to nathan this morning. OMG! he is awesome. i think his family is rich because he lives in uptown whittier or "avocado heights" where he has acres of land or something about his horses. he is so smart too! he was talking to me about making bombs and half the things he said went over my head, but i love a man who has a passion and knows his stuff. then i ask him if he likes video games and he asked me if i did and to please say yes, and i say "heck yes!" and he's all "i love you!" it was funny. so maybe i'm going to see him later tonight.
i forgot to mention that vince came over last night. for some reason, he brings out the wild, violent side of me. we're pretty rough and i love it! sex with him takes my damn breath away. but sometimes you get so into it that you don't feel how much it hurts until afterwards.
so this morning, my hips are all scratched up and bruised. it seriously hurts so bad because it's all raw right there. we did it again though when we both woke up. the crazy thing is i think he made me bleed. like, i've been done with my period for days now and there was a hint of blood afterwards. maybe we did it too hard or he went in too deep? i shudder just thinking about it. but at the time, it's amazing and now... it hurts to even put underwear on. dammit!
oh, but i talked to nathan this morning. OMG! he is awesome. i think his family is rich because he lives in uptown whittier or "avocado heights" where he has acres of land or something about his horses. he is so smart too! he was talking to me about making bombs and half the things he said went over my head, but i love a man who has a passion and knows his stuff. then i ask him if he likes video games and he asked me if i did and to please say yes, and i say "heck yes!" and he's all "i love you!" it was funny. so maybe i'm going to see him later tonight.
this heart of mine was broken at 2:01:00 PM
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