Saturday, December 09, 2006
another lovely night
Dear heart,
anthony is like SO sick right now. last night he was taking a nap when i came over. he was coughing and his nose was running. but he took me to the movies anyway. apocalypto was sold out and i suggested deja vu. i already asked him before if we could watch holiday but when i told him it was a love story, he's all "naw!" but then he said we could watch it. in the theatre, we were just snuggling and laughing about everything. or he'd look at me or i'd look at him and start cracking up for some reason.
favorite line ever: "i like corny. i'm looking for corny." - iris, kate winslet i was all in love with jude law. anthony was all "you want this guy's wang or what?" i nodded with a "duh!" expression. then he asks "more than me??" i thought that was kind of a cute question but i answer, "he's jude law!!!"
i cry like 10 times throughout the movie. he would look at me and ask if i was crying. i'd try to hide it but he knew. when the movie ended, he said he almost cried at this one part. he said it was "a phenomenal film." he said it's making him feel all warm inside. i like when he says things like that because it just sounds so awkward coming from him but i know he means it.
we went to his place and my phone is ringing off the hook. i pretend like i'm leaving and each time he says "you're leaving already?" and i tell him no. we make love and it was actually really good today. since my phone was still ringing at 2 in the morning, he asked nicely if i could put it on vibrate. we snuggle and fall asleep. i had a nightmare but felt better he was there. i went back to bed and then his alarm woke me. it was 5:30! i got ready to go and hugged him goodbye.
i get this text from lara that she had to tell me something that i might want to know. i kept calling her but she didn't tell me till this morning. i guess she was talking to kenny and he was telling her that anthony likes me a lot. that he never treats or talks about a girl like he does with me. that i'm really different, special to him. that made me happy.
i talk to vince from starbucks and dago. dago said he'd go to the ymca prom with me. he'd be fun to take. i talked to anthony for a bit and i was just so excited about the present i got him. he LOVES hockey and the mighty ducks and i got bryce to sell me his kings vs ducks tickets. he asked me what i was doing tonight and i told him my boss' holiday party. he asked how long i would stay because he was inviting me to izzy's birthday party, the brother of that girl he went out with. i told him if i left early, i'd go. he said for me to go only if it wasn't lame. he said he'd call me later.
he hasn't called me yet and i feel it's because i told him i got him the best present ever. hope he didn't get all weird about that. i even messaged him on myspace about how i just wanted to get one for him even tho i know he's not the buying-presents kinda guy. i told him he was one of my favorite people and so i bought presents for all my friends, why not him. yeah so i hope he's ok with all of it. he sounded a little freaked out.
anthony is like SO sick right now. last night he was taking a nap when i came over. he was coughing and his nose was running. but he took me to the movies anyway. apocalypto was sold out and i suggested deja vu. i already asked him before if we could watch holiday but when i told him it was a love story, he's all "naw!" but then he said we could watch it. in the theatre, we were just snuggling and laughing about everything. or he'd look at me or i'd look at him and start cracking up for some reason.
favorite line ever: "i like corny. i'm looking for corny." - iris, kate winslet i was all in love with jude law. anthony was all "you want this guy's wang or what?" i nodded with a "duh!" expression. then he asks "more than me??" i thought that was kind of a cute question but i answer, "he's jude law!!!"
i cry like 10 times throughout the movie. he would look at me and ask if i was crying. i'd try to hide it but he knew. when the movie ended, he said he almost cried at this one part. he said it was "a phenomenal film." he said it's making him feel all warm inside. i like when he says things like that because it just sounds so awkward coming from him but i know he means it.
we went to his place and my phone is ringing off the hook. i pretend like i'm leaving and each time he says "you're leaving already?" and i tell him no. we make love and it was actually really good today. since my phone was still ringing at 2 in the morning, he asked nicely if i could put it on vibrate. we snuggle and fall asleep. i had a nightmare but felt better he was there. i went back to bed and then his alarm woke me. it was 5:30! i got ready to go and hugged him goodbye.
i get this text from lara that she had to tell me something that i might want to know. i kept calling her but she didn't tell me till this morning. i guess she was talking to kenny and he was telling her that anthony likes me a lot. that he never treats or talks about a girl like he does with me. that i'm really different, special to him. that made me happy.
i talk to vince from starbucks and dago. dago said he'd go to the ymca prom with me. he'd be fun to take. i talked to anthony for a bit and i was just so excited about the present i got him. he LOVES hockey and the mighty ducks and i got bryce to sell me his kings vs ducks tickets. he asked me what i was doing tonight and i told him my boss' holiday party. he asked how long i would stay because he was inviting me to izzy's birthday party, the brother of that girl he went out with. i told him if i left early, i'd go. he said for me to go only if it wasn't lame. he said he'd call me later.
he hasn't called me yet and i feel it's because i told him i got him the best present ever. hope he didn't get all weird about that. i even messaged him on myspace about how i just wanted to get one for him even tho i know he's not the buying-presents kinda guy. i told him he was one of my favorite people and so i bought presents for all my friends, why not him. yeah so i hope he's ok with all of it. he sounded a little freaked out.
this heart of mine was broken at 11:35:00 AM
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